“Organized religion” is redundant. Religion is organized by definition. If it’s not organized, it’s something other than religion. Art, perhaps. Or play acting.
What Pleasure Thou Canst Give Me

Mark Kozalek Sings Christmas Carols is a real piece of work. The former Red House Painters and Sun Kil Moon singer performs a bunch of hymns and a handful of pop tunes, but the hymns carry it away. While Kozalek is not a Christian, he seems to have chosen the oldest possible carol texts to sing. There are a few light-hearted moments on the record, but Kozalek avoids being cute or clever on the hymns. There are no new twists on old favorites here. Just a man and his guitar thoughtfully, respectfully rendering old tunes.
The lyrics he chose for “O Christmas Tree” are gorgeous, a theological meditation on evergreen trees.
December 31, 2019

Revelers gather in Times Square on December 31, 2019. They welcome 2020, sure to be a year of prosperity, hope, and joyous new beginnings.
It Is My Fault
Over the last twenty years, it has become fashionable for young men to blame all the problems of the world on “the church,” by which I mean saying things like “Poverty and racism wouldn’t be a problem if the church would just be the church” with an authoritative, I-know-what-the-word-“liturgy”-means kind of tone.
My latest for CiRCE is about blaming the church, why it’s a terrible idea, and why it is better to blame yourself instead.
Top 5 Songs of 2020
5. It Just Doesn’t Happen, Destroyer
4. Starfall, Salem
3. Texas Sun, Khurangbin & Leon Bridges
2. Inspirit, Julianna Barwick
1.Carousels, Doves
Top 10 Albums of 2020

10. 1995, Kruder & Dorfmeister

9. Black Swallow, by Chihei Hatakeyama

8. Green (reissue), Hiroshi Yoshimura

7. 76:14 (box set reissue), Global Communication

6. Another Flower, Harold Budd and Robin Guthrie

5. Una Presencia En La Brisa, Rafael Anton Irisarri & Leandro Fresco

4. Mixing Colours, Roger and Brian Eno

3. Healing Is A Miracle, Julianna Barwick

2. A Soul Ascends, Steve Roach

1. Have We Met, Destroyer
O, Christmas Tree
“Simply put, a tradition is the past.”
My latest for CiRCE is about Christmas trees in particular and traditions in general.
It is a delicate point I try to make in this essay. I have attempted it a few times before, but find it endlessly refinable: there is some sense in which knowing the origin of a tradition is not terribly important. Traditions are not mnemonic devices anymore than knives or aspirin are mnemonic devices. Traditions are real and potent in and of themselves.
Proverbial: Episode 45
This week’s episode of Proverbial is about the pursuit of fame and glory. On a personal note, it’s my favorite show since the one where I whined about middle-class people trying to look rich.
Revisited

Rewatched this one with Sean tonight on his recommendation and it was only the second time I’ve seen it. While I enjoyed the first time around, the second time was better because I had already found the edges. It recalled for me numerous scenes from my twenties: road trips with strangers, sleeping on couches, and the combined sense of euphoria and bafflement which come in the immediate preface to marriage.
If You Do Not Believe Things Are Already Good, You Do Not Actually Believe Things Will Get Better

It’s one thing to see this billboard in the middle of a pandemic (and to take heart), but another thing to realize the billboard went up before the pandemic began and that this is the brighter future.
This– the pandemic, the lockdown, the election, the year that “WAP” dominated the charts– this is the “better future” optimists were promising last year and the year before that.
“Things will get brighter” is always a saying that willingly disregards the past. These are the brighter things. If you don’t believe things are already good, you don’t actually believe things will get better.
But this is why I am not an optimist: I don’t believe there are brighter things ahead of us. I believe that we already know what the bright things are– Bach, Milton, Homer, Dante, It’s A Wonderful Life— and that there is nothing to wait for. So quit looking forward and start looking backward.
The good stuff isn’t ahead of us. It’s behind us. Only the man who is oriented toward the past can receive a glorious inheritance. The forward-looking man misses his inheritance and must live on promises and speculation. Only the traditionalist has real food.
